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I'm not dead

Okay. It's been almost 3 months since my last post. It bothers me that I just leave this blog sitting here doing nothing, so I'm gonna start using it more and writing something meaningful in it. I'm in Pembroke at my aunt's house right now, but when I get home later I'm gonna blog about some of the stuff that's been going on in my life. Tomorrow I'm going to see Paramore and Jimmy Eat World live =] I'm so excited to see Paramore. JEW is cool too but I just recently started listening to them so I could go either way on them.

My best friend Alan's father died Friday night =[. The funeral is Saturday. Thursday when I get paid I'm gonna buy some new clothes to wear to the services. I feel so awful for Alan, and his mom Barbara, who I love to death. It's all very sad.

Right now I'm gonna catch up on some episodes of Bad Girls Club, then eat dinner with the fam and go to my baby cousin Leah's dance class. Expect a blog later....even though no one reads this =].

Anthem of Our Dying Day - Story of The Year

Okay so I haven't blogged in a while. My resolution is to actually write in this thing on a regular basis. I don't even know where to start though.

First off, I still have a job! Haha, this is the longest I've kept a job, sadly. February 1st will be four months at Wal-Mart, and February 5th will be my 19th birthday =]. As of right now, I'm hoping to go clubbing with my friend Shannon [we both have February birthdays, and we've also been very close friends since 3rd grade.] Unless something better comes up, but I highly doubt that.

My social life has been.....eh. I don't hang out with Jacki and all of them anymore....which is my fault. I kind of ended up accidentally falling for Kyle...which led to us sleeping together while him and Christina were dating....which led to them all hating me, which I understand. I just hang out with like Shannon, and random work friends and old friends and such......I rarely have time for a social life anymore anyways, haha.

Well it's almos 3am, I have work at 9am and I'm going out with Alan after work to get my ID, so I'm going to bed now, sad once again. =/

Cheers, meg

O rry?

The title of this blog, "O rry?" is only because I can't think of anything else to write haha. I've been working my ass off lately. I actually LIKE working at Wal-Mart, which is crazy haha. I work from 2:00-11:00PM tomorrow. The shift kind of sucks, but it's okay. The only thing I don't like about it is doing returns at the end of the night, which is the most tedius, boring job. But, it has it's perks. I've met some really, really cool people so far. It tends to make the job easier. I met a guy =]. His name's Matt, and he works in Electronics. I'm a cashier though, so we're at total opposite ends of the store. So the only time I get to see him is when I walk by on my way to and from the break room. But we went out today, went to a movie. We saw The Comebacks, and it was actually really funny. If you're not into dumb, slap-stick humor, I wouldn't recommend it, but I liked it. We didn't kiss or anything, but that's okay. I'm trying to take things slow, cos well...I suck at relationships haha. But I had a good time, and he's really sweet. So that's good.

As far as a social life goes, I've just been doing my thing. I love my friends all so much, I don't know what I'd do without them. Christina said the same thing to me Saturday night, it made me feel so loved. And tonight when I was talking to my friend Kyle, he was like "I'm so thankful you're my friend." I've never, ever, felt so loved by a group of people in my entire life. I'm actually very happy with the way life is going right now...hopefully I'm not jinxing myself haha. -Crosses fingers.-

I bought a new bedset Thursday....I love it so much. Here are some pictures; One, Two, Three. Haha, that last picture was to show off my new shirt also =]. Oh and while I'm at it, here's an interesting little video of me and Christina doing "The Rico", which is a dance we do haha. Heree. We act like kids, it's okay.

I think maybe I should go to bed, it's 12:19 AM =[. I always end up staying up so much later then I plan. Goodnight!

All-nighter.

All nighter's are unhealthy, yet I just pulled one =/. Lmfao. My sleeping pattern has been really off the past couple of days...obviously. Friday night, Jacki and I hung out with Kyle..we met up with him at like midnight [walked to meet him..ugh I hate walking haha.], hung out at the park up the street, then we all came back to my house to smoke [basically all Jacki and I did Friday was smoke haha], and then Jacki and I walked Kyle alll the way back to his house...which took about an hour, so we got back to my house at aroudn 4:40 AM. We went to bed around 5AM, and woke up at like 1PM Saturday. Then Saturday night, we made Joe sneak out at like 11, hung out once again at the park, then brought him back to my house to smoke, until around 2Am, when we proceeded to walk him half-way home. So when we got back to my house, baked out of our minds btw, we were up until like 5AM. Elias had slept over Saturday too, so he woke me up early a few times Sunday morning for like breakfast and stuff [He's 3...my little man haha]...and after Jacki and Elias left, I slept til 5PM Sunday. Then Sunday I was up til 3AM, slept til 4PM...and last night, I didn't go to bed AT ALL. I'm running on like...I don't even know. Two cups of coffee, vitamin water, and no food. Haha. After I finish this I'm gonna go get food. The only reason I didn't go to bed at all is cos I'm gonna be going out in about an hour to meet up with everyone in Quincy Center, and I knew if I went to bed at 6AM, the chances of me waking up before 6PM were slim. =/. At least tonight I'll be tired enough to go to sleep nice and early.

Today I'm probably just gonna hang out with the usual crew at the library/galleria/Quincy Center for a couple hours. Kyle's supposed to be coming over later on tonight to hang out and watch Boston Beatdown [www.bostonbeatdown.com], which is a documentary he's in. That should be cool. I invited Jacki too, but she's got some family issues going on so idk if she'll be able to come =[. It makes me so sad to see her hurting. I hate when my friends are sad. =[[

I'm starting to develop a crush on one of my guy friends...and I know we could never be together. One, because he's basically taken by someone. And two, because he dated one of my closest friends for a while and I know that she would be so hurt if I were to be with him...and all of my friends would basically turn their back on me for it. Which sucks...but hey what can ya do. I don't really care though...I'm not exactly sure I want a relationship anyways...like I do...but IDK. The guys I'm attracted too lately are either too young, too taken, or just...idk...not good enough for me...which sounds conceited, but that's the only way I can phrase it. And I don't want to get hurt again, so the only way I know how to fully protect my heart is not to give it away to anyone. "That's what you get when you let your heart win.." Haha Paramore lyrics<3. WOW, that was so absolutely emo of me =P.

I think maybe I'm gonna go hunt down some food...I'm starving all of a sudden.

Herrow!

Well. I suck a keeping a blog. But yeah...I'm back now. I've just been really busy, so I haven't had much time to sit down and update my blogs and stuff. But yeah...for the past few weeks I've been hanging out with the most amazing group of people everr. Some new and old friends alike. Been getting really drunk and doing drugs...just kinda living it up. Tomorrow my mom's gonna register me in school again so I can go back [once again haha.], and I'm still waiting on hearing from Wal-Mart...cos they still wanna hire me, but they're waiting for my background check to come back. But they should really hurry up with it cos I'm getting impatient, and I really could use a job haha.

Uhm...so I fell for someone new...and he's way too young for me. He even told me if he was older, we'd be together, which makes it really hard to be around him cos he has a new girlfriend. But his name's Joe [me and him, ignore jacki haha]..I call him Ron Weasley cos his hair is so red, and he kind of resembles Rupert Grint. He's seriously one of my best friends at the moment. Jacki, Joe and I are the Terrible Three [Here's us.]<3. Haha, we were pretty baked.]

I also dyed my hair pink...well Jacki dyed it for me haha. I did the bangs, and like underneath/back. It looks really good...it started to fade a lot [I only used Manic Panic] cos I shampooed it a lot. But I love it. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5.]

I have a ton of work to do around the house...gotta clean the kitchen, which is a mess cos last night Jacki, my mom and I made homemade beef stew, which is delicious. And I have tons of laundry to do, I gotta take out all the trash, and clean my room. Ugh. It doesn't help that I woke up at like, 4:50 PM, or I would have already had everything done by now. So I'm gonna go do all that...and I'll try and blog tomorrow if anything interesting happens, which I'm sure it will.

Ooh gee

Blah. I died for a while.

Since I last blogged. I got that $15 an hour job at Save The Children...it was fun and I loved it. But then I kept getting zero's (zero sign ups for the day) and kept being at risk to get fired, and it was really stressing me out and taking a toll on me. Last Wednesday, I got fired. But that's okay. It wasn't the right job for me.

I had an interview today at Wal-Mart, and I have to go back tomorrow morning @ 10 to finish it. I think I'm gonna be hired...idk. I hope so lol. I filled out some paperwork and such. And they gave me papers about like, acceptable ID's and stuff you get when you're being hired lol. It was so random...I walked into interview room, and my old friend Tony Parker was there...we both went "YOU?" haha. It's a love/hate thing. But yeah, I'm excited for that shtuff. I still have one more pay check from STC coming Friday, so hopefully it all works out and I'll be good for a while lol.

This weekend was amazing. Got cruuuunk Friday night, with my friend Brianne, her boyfriend Bryan, and their hot friend Gary (im kinda crushin on him a lil, but he's my friend's little brother =x). And then these other two guys came over (we were at bryan's)...Mike and 'Festa'... both hot, both cool as shit. It was a realllyy good night...I spilt beer on myself several times...passed out in bryan's bed...got home around 6 am ahaha. We got a party ball...which is a ball full of 55 servings of beer ahaha.

Idk what's going on this weekend, but hopefully more drinking. Idk yet though. But I'm excited for my interview tomorrow...so I'm gonna go to bed.

Cheers