Anthem of Our Dying Day - Story of The Year

Okay so I haven't blogged in a while. My resolution is to actually write in this thing on a regular basis. I don't even know where to start though.

First off, I still have a job! Haha, this is the longest I've kept a job, sadly. February 1st will be four months at Wal-Mart, and February 5th will be my 19th birthday =]. As of right now, I'm hoping to go clubbing with my friend Shannon [we both have February birthdays, and we've also been very close friends since 3rd grade.] Unless something better comes up, but I highly doubt that.

My social life has been.....eh. I don't hang out with Jacki and all of them anymore....which is my fault. I kind of ended up accidentally falling for Kyle...which led to us sleeping together while him and Christina were dating....which led to them all hating me, which I understand. I just hang out with like Shannon, and random work friends and old friends and such......I rarely have time for a social life anymore anyways, haha.

Well it's almos 3am, I have work at 9am and I'm going out with Alan after work to get my ID, so I'm going to bed now, sad once again. =/

Cheers, meg

Blahh

Ugh I'm so full. We had baked stuffed haddock and corn on the cob for dinner...I'm soo effing stuffed. My mom's friend Roseanne is here, once again. She's always here. I hate her. I actually loathe her. Like... wouldn't-care-if-she-ended-up-on-a-milk-carton kind of hate. She makes me want to stab myself in the eye with a pen, only I wouldn't give her the satisfaction. Uggghh. Also, my Auntie Corey (my Godmother) and her two daughters, Leah (8) and Sammy (6) came over. I always love seeing them. Hopefully I'm going to spend the night at her house this weekend. Her oldest, Pat (15) is like my little brother...we were raised together. I love that kid to death. My mom asked Corey to be the Godmother when she was two weeks pregnant, lol. Roseanne hates Corey, but it's okay because Corey hates Roseanne too lol. Not that many people like Roseanne much ahaha.

I definitely woke up at 4:02 PM today. I went to bed at 3:30 am. My sleeping schedule is so off whack. I'll probably end up taking some Tylenol PM and going to bed in a couple hours. I hate sleeping through the whole day....even though I have no life haha.

I applied for this great job at a place called Dialogue Direct. It pays $13.00 an hour...which is great because I live on $100 a month right now. And I'd be able to really help out my mom. My interview was yesterday, in Boston at 10 AM. There was a like a huge group of people, but everyone got 3 minutes in the office alone with him to interview, and he said he was gonna hire about 2 people or so. So I have to wait until Friday to find out if I got the job...he says he'll only call if you're hired so yeah. But I think my interview went pretty well...idk though. I've been praying every night to get this job...I really really want it, and I also really need it. I'm in debt...I owe my mom $140, my friend Brian $100 for Fall Out Boy tickets he bought me...I have bills to pay, I need a new cell phone, we need food, I have barely any clothes. Ugh lame. LOL if you pray, pray for me please? That sounds so selfish but this job could really help my mom and I, and I could finally get my life back on track, and that's all I want, is a simple, good life. That's really not a whole lot to ask of life, right?

Well right now I'm sitting here eating a giant red freeze pop and listening to the RENT movie soundtrack....which btw is one of the best soundtracks ever. =] Laterrr

<3Meg